going back to singapore tonight! busy packing, actually my mum help to squeeze everything inside, thought nothing much to bring but at last full till bao zha.. going to take bus tonight, alone, sienz, nothing to do.. cant sleep well everytime in bus.. so cannot let myself take nap now, if not, more cham in bus.. so pity my rabbit toy, being forced to be sardine in my luggage.. got to sayang her back when i reach ntu.. pity gal.. very heavy ar..like the first day i reach ntu..tat heavy..aiz..dunno how to carry it to my room..take lots of time.. hope i wont wake all people in my block up..lol..evil >< going to eat domino pizza later..wao..nice nice..keke..last meal in msia be4 i go to sg.. hope tat i wont homesick la later..miss my home and family.. will back soon in 1 week++ time.. new sem..new life..must find my way to study..not blur like last sem..self commitment..
I did very bad in my last sem, bad till I cant accept it at tat moment. Mayb singapore standard is too high for me, or mayb Im really too slack last sem, my study way/method is wrong, not efficient either. I should start to change already. Many said they did badly in last sem, but turned out the result is very good in my opinion. I think i would not be able to score tat well no matter i spend all my time in studies. I know my standard, this is wat i can tell. By the way, i wont give up. must find my way to study the best, and enjoy the happiness of learning like wat papa said. If maggie chong din change, this is how she will act like, not giving up, and continue to fight against the things tat i fear. i will love them in this sem. love them from the heart. uni life should be fun, interesting. i should not be influenced much. Sem 2, Come on..
this sem break..i went many places..juz a short month that i had, i went to penang, bring my frenz around ipoh with my ntu frenz..eat nonstop..until i get very fat now..sweat..a memorable trip and the first trip i had with them..keke..hope tat next time v can go again, and mayb farther place? after tat i went genting with my secondary school ji mui gang..not bad not bad..but genting really too few ppl..aiz..dislike this feeling, very busy then super busy...then after tat yau too free..aiz..miss my ntu frenz..so sienz...but dun wan to study..kaka...sleep at home all the time..no choice..help!! fat fat fat!!
can u imagine if u lost a childhood frenz..who u r very close with..im sad..i did not know actually she occupied such an important place in my heart.. i thought God will let her go through all these, then let her grow up.. so i was shocked when i knew this cruel news..i never said good bye to her.. never know what actually was her dreams.. i miss her..forever..her death made me think of a lot of things.. v should always do something tat v wanted to, so tat v will not regret.. chances always pass by us..be urself..enjoy ur life..Again, i miss her..
{第一粒蛋糕}
今年的生日真的和往年的很不同..觉得非常非常的开心..首先,在23th那天,我的foc group, leva group members,就和我还有另外两个怡保人一起庆祝..yoon teng & tuck nam..因为大家都忙着quiz还有考试,所以在吃晚餐时顺便庆祝..还蛮开心的..至少大家都有心..
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在25th晚上,上了一整天的课,真的好累..回到来吃了晚餐,还睡了一下..没想到,又有人敲起了门来,我也不以为已..又一样藏在门后面,一看,哇..好多人在外面...真的好多..吓傻了我..XD 又一粒蛋糕..他们说有整17个人来..我真的没想到会有这么多人来帮我庆生..siew yee & yoon teng 还送了礼物给我..真的好好好开心...玩了一个晚上..结果被人投诉,guard来赶人走..没办法咯...之后,我才发现自己床底下有个盒子..以为谁留了下来..打开来一看...哇,有一只teddy bear...有一封信..原来是我的papa给我的生日礼物..真的很开心,很惊喜..一开始还有点失望,因为又没有sms我,fb又没有wish我..真的好感动,teddy bear还是他在马来西亚买的..觉得自己真的真的好幸运,可以认识到那么多好朋友..!!再一次谢谢全部祝福我的人..还要特别谢谢特地前来和我庆祝的朋友..
claire, jiun, boon earn, siew yee, yoon teng, zie sen, papa, denis, jun han, seng loon, lee shan, susan, samantha, zhi heng, yi cheng/yoyo/xiaoli/peiwen, hai sien, edmund!!
大学的生活让我喘不过气来..时间总是不够用..一开始觉得很好玩,时常聊天,一起玩游戏等..但,考试接近了,真的一点都不好受..很大压力,根本不像以前,没心情,很累,就不读了..留给明天才读..现在,就算几累都好,都不敢早睡..所以,已经习惯了在晚上才睡(午觉)..哎..不知道自己在做些什么,不想自己再酱下去..不能考好,也不奢望自己会考好,至少别太差啦...T.T 加油!!!
AGAIN!! long long time din update my blog..lolz..finally i get know more wat is uni life..uni life is when i can go out to hang out until very late and no one will scold me..uni life is when i can chit chat wif my frenz and have gathering until very late at night..uni life is when i can enjoy sunrise wif my fellow frenz..uni life is when i rush for my class coz i sleep late...uni life is when i rush for assignments until very late..uni life is when ppl can stress until cry..uni life is when i have to do all the housework on my own..uni life is when i have to spend my money on all the daily use..uni life is when v celebrate other bday at 12 midnight..uni life is when v have movie together..uni life is when v walk nonstop from here to there...uni life is when v always do not have enuf time to use..uni life is when always happy after thurs classes(coz friday i got no class)..uni life is where laughters and cries happen together..uni life is where there r good frenz and bad frenz..uni life is whr there r some willing to help u..and there r some willing to ejek u..and show u that they r very talented and they r genius..uni life is when v have to be independent..and always go places alone..I LOVE MY UNI LIFE..although it is very busy...but it is colourful..^^
