going back to singapore tonight! busy packing, actually my mum help to squeeze everything inside, thought nothing much to bring but at last full till bao zha.. going to take bus tonight, alone, sienz, nothing to do.. cant sleep well everytime in bus.. so cannot let myself take nap now, if not, more cham in bus.. so pity my rabbit toy, being forced to be sardine in my luggage.. got to sayang her back when i reach ntu.. pity gal.. very heavy ar..like the first day i reach ntu..tat heavy..aiz..dunno how to carry it to my room..take lots of time.. hope i wont wake all people in my block up..lol..evil >< going to eat domino pizza later..wao..nice nice..keke..last meal in msia be4 i go to sg.. hope tat i wont homesick la later..miss my home and family.. will back soon in 1 week++ time.. new sem..new life..must find my way to study..not blur like last sem..self commitment..
I did very bad in my last sem, bad till I cant accept it at tat moment. Mayb singapore standard is too high for me, or mayb Im really too slack last sem, my study way/method is wrong, not efficient either. I should start to change already. Many said they did badly in last sem, but turned out the result is very good in my opinion. I think i would not be able to score tat well no matter i spend all my time in studies. I know my standard, this is wat i can tell. By the way, i wont give up. must find my way to study the best, and enjoy the happiness of learning like wat papa said. If maggie chong din change, this is how she will act like, not giving up, and continue to fight against the things tat i fear. i will love them in this sem. love them from the heart. uni life should be fun, interesting. i should not be influenced much. Sem 2, Come on..
this sem break..i went many places..juz a short month that i had, i went to penang, bring my frenz around ipoh with my ntu frenz..eat nonstop..until i get very fat now..sweat..a memorable trip and the first trip i had with them..keke..hope tat next time v can go again, and mayb farther place? after tat i went genting with my secondary school ji mui gang..not bad not bad..but genting really too few ppl..aiz..dislike this feeling, very busy then super busy...then after tat yau too free..aiz..miss my ntu frenz..so sienz...but dun wan to study..kaka...sleep at home all the time..no choice..help!! fat fat fat!!
can u imagine if u lost a childhood frenz..who u r very close with..im sad..i did not know actually she occupied such an important place in my heart.. i thought God will let her go through all these, then let her grow up.. so i was shocked when i knew this cruel news..i never said good bye to her.. never know what actually was her dreams.. i miss her..forever..her death made me think of a lot of things.. v should always do something tat v wanted to, so tat v will not regret.. chances always pass by us..be urself..enjoy ur life..Again, i miss her..