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昨天我去了孤儿院。。。他们很可爱。。我们一到。。就可以感受到他们的喜悦。。有个小孩还傻傻的拉着阿城的手，问他驾那一辆车来的。。还说阿城向周杰伦。。真是笑死我了。。。还说渺雄像飞轮海。。。真的是搞笑。。我们聊了一下，大概知道他们的状况。。他们真的很天真。。有很多是单亲家庭的。。现在缺老师咯。。。尤其是中学组的。。所以各位朋友。。有兴趣做义工的，就找我吧。。 他们真的很可爱。。多做善事真的能够时常提醒我们有多幸福。。所以我们要珍惜现在拥有的。。

haha...i participated asq audition at kl's federal hotel yesterday....really very funny...im so nervous...but finally i was failed...juz sang for half minutes also dun have ba...kaka...but at least after this i feel tat i respect those singers more..kaka...coz it is really difficult to stand the pressure, stress while u participate a competition..kaka...however....another thing tat i discover during this kl trip is.......my parents are old...and mayb juz like wat my fren said...im not an obedient gal...im wild ba......i think i should concern my parents n family more....after work...i spend less time to communicate wif them....when i get know, my dad feel tat his leg is painful...but stil go shopping wif us at times square by juz sitting there....i feel so sorry to him....parents really sacrifise lots for us...i may not agree wif something tat they did....but....compared to wat they did for me.....i really impossible to retailate...feel so lucky to have my parents as my parents.....coz i know wat they did...is for my own good...mayb it is not the best way....but.....this is their way....i hope i can get into sg uni...n next time can find a good job so tat my parents can enjoy their life better....i love them this is wat i wanna tell them now...

sometime i really wonder how old m i....already 20 obviously n honestly telling...but i dun feel like im 20? not saying tat im still young looking or wat...juz tat feeling tat my parents still control me quite strict.....can u imagine...20 years old gal...going out for dinner...also being ngam? not saying tat disallow me to go...but murmuring me tat y m i going out nonstop...n say me after working i turn to be wild...swt........this week...i went to have dinner wif collegues...coz v hit target...then after tat v sang k at jusco...then the other day...i ate bak kut teh wif my collegues...the other day juz went macD wif them for chit chatting...will i be too over??? all this happen within 2 weeks ba....swt......everyday i back be4 12am...n is my parents fetch me back geh...swt..... i really wonder....im not going to some places tat r not good...like clubbing...or wat....juz going out to yum cha.....n singing...20 year old...many ppl already start working permenant job...many ppl already build up their mature thinking mind......mayb my parents care of me...mayb recently got many crimes...but i really feel tat i lost my freedom sometime... last time...be4 cny...i said i wan to go kl wif collegues...my dad said cannot...becoz there r many cars...dangerous...ok...i say nothing...din beg him let me go or wat....becoz i think wat he told was reasonable...so i accept...but then...he told my mum tat...i always wan to go out n this n tat...n said i wan to go kl as well....SWEAT...plz...im asking permission only...when he disallow me...im ok already...even me...i din keep in my heart...but he said i like to go out n this n tat...so dissapointed... this time my collegues r going to genting...i din even ask them...becoz i know they most probably wun allow...useless asking for their permission...later they will only say tat i like to go here n there....n said i like to hanging out wif collegues or wat...aiz...when can i get back my freedom???