LiFe...

i feel tat....v cant do something wrong...ever ever not to do so....u know...aiz...my parents dun blif me already after i got my x last time...even now im single...they dun blif also....aiz...so cham....help me...hope god can help me la...

recently wao...geng lo...the first thing happened in my life....first of all...i need to say sorry to every of my fren....coz i changed...aiz.... tat day...i was caught but our econ teacher saying tat i let other copied answer during exam...actually i did that...but i ignored....i felt so guilty....the teacher already hate me last time...coz i dun listen to his lessons...but stil can achieve quite good in his econ papers....so our stupid assistant...copied my obj answer....alll....same....stupid ho? then teacher syaki us lo....he did admit that he copy but he din say i let him copy...the teacher scolded me...said tat y la i juz let him copy n not other frens as well? then i dunno wat response i should give him....i juz lye on d table...acting crying...so bad ho me...sorry.....then during muet lessons...ms chang ald know d things...happened...so acting innocent again...i act cry...sorry.....i really feel guilty after al...but i know after something happened....v cant actually do something on it...so....i cant help in doing anything...aiz....but now my fren n i planned to achieve well in econ paper during trial...i must do well....

today im still in moody...but somehow the main reason is my fren...feeling farther n farther distance between she n me...last time i wil tell her my secret n so is she...although she is curious to know everything, but i believe tat she wont tell others my secret..however, now she no more willing to share her things to me....she made me feel so bad...feeling im not a trusted fren....:'(