LiFe...

she sent me a msg today...this is the conversation...

• ying : wei stil angry ar? i ald admit my mistake...wat should i do more?
• qi : you should change it u know? v really din c any improvement or d effort of changing it...u should think of it...y everytime d same prob occur...
• ying : u said i din change...i have ald change my bad temper lo...n yesterday i behave more better than ling le...u got many interaction wif me meh dat i always do that wrong things?
• qi : already change? den y yesterday u stil say dun like that ar...i angry nia? wait...i wan to ask is who ask others out first? is who ask us out?
• ying : ling ask teh 2 cum out i really didnt know...i yesterday morning told her dat u cum den she say teh got cum...actually the other din promise to cum de...dat day he say he wanna follow us de...eh...i not whole day din choi u all le...u kindly rmb in bowling i got choi u but u c ling got or not....dun 2 much BULI me le...i not easy to buli wan...reali make me angry..
• qi : that means u r stil not admit u r wrong la? u know y three of us angry about u? coz v k u...fren wif u...ling not so fren so it is quite difficult to tell her...u dun und...
• ying : ya, laz nite i think about it...i share wif my sister y u all treat me like that but not ling...juz coz i know u all k me...so i have ald admit my wrong..wat should i do now tell me..i really dunno wat m i gonna to do...dun make me so stress...cant tahan la..
• qi : actually xuan n kang almost ok...but u really have to change it...u must k more about dem..try to listen their words if correct then change urself...try to ask dem wat d prob la....not only me...i m damn sad c u 3 like that...i m really sad...u should realise y d prob always happen on u....
• ying : ya...i sent 2 dem but din reply...haiz..mayb u din notice ling now more fren wif teh...i also din angry juz let it b...thx for caring me...ya..i know sumtime u angry me more coz v r more frenz...but u know i yesterday nearly wanna knock by a car...i really angry y angry till so horribled...no body bother me r ALONE!!
• qi : no body bother? i mai ask u walk wif us...how i know wat happen to u...=.= i also dunno wat to say ald...den u got notice i m alone then? when i talk to u in food court u din even listen to me n keep on talking...dun always juz think u r pity only...d other also..
• ying : but u all juz pretend like i m not exist...i said all da thing out not i wan u all to sympatic me u know ga i hate sumbody pity me...haiz...dun argue la....i m tired of it...
• qi : u r tired then i am not tired? same prob keep on happening...i think u now r not going to solve d prob...so v got nothing to say now...find me ven u really know d prob....

TODAY IS A SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD.........DAY.....T.T today hui xuan n i went to sam tet to visit our fren....then v all go 4 bowling....ling,ying,xuan,kang,me,n some of their classmates.....after that...v went to food court n had our lunch....i wonder y...they chat nonstop...din choi us...i m damn sienz...i dun like the feeling of being ignored...being isolated...i hate lonely.... until finish our lunch they stil talk nonstop....T.T din bother about me, xuan n kang....T.T they date us out to c they chat? =.=''' i m damn sad.....they thought it is funny taking bus to sam tet? crossing road very syok? v also miss them....v wanna chat wif them....v wanna know how r they recently...not juz listen wat they chat....they can chat anytime in class one la...y? y? v juz go out one day long time....they like this...ignored us.... then v made a cold war...aiz......................i wonder y all this happen...... after that ling called...she said she date her classmates out de...so she got the responsible to chat wif them...n not leave them......she said she dunno ying date us....=.='''' i feel very very very very sad.....i wonder the big gang will still carry on? or one day...wil break up? all ppl got their own way? i dunno i dunno...........i juz know i m very very very very very angry...=.=''' god help help me....

• get low mark for my math....aiz....i like math since secondary school...like it much much much...it is interesting...i like it the most...among the other subjects...another reason of liking it is because..i get high mark in this subject la...i thankz my tuition teacher...make math so interesting...that i always feel that math time pass the fastest...

• i miss my dear....long time din c her...actually juz 3 days...i m so lonely...=.=''' that is something happen...i scare she wil emo tomolo....i m worry about that....

• i feel like being cheated by fren...do u ever tried to help someone whenever he needs?but actualy u r being used....when he dun need u...he wil stay far away from u....juz like not ur fren..=.= i feel like myself is such a silly gal...=.=''''

• aiz...i m so fan wif my cousin...she got lots problem...today i hit her...yea...i m violent..coz...she really too stubborn...until scare ghost more than scare me...n my mum...=.='''' swt....

• i feel like i m no body in everyone's heart again...feeling like if one day i disappear from tis world also no one wil get know...or even sad of my disappearance....stupid rite? everytime when i m sad i wil think like this...no doubt i m a sensitive person..=.='''

• i not so emo...coz my 'son'( i dun wan he to be my son, actually he is older than me 3 days,but he wanna call me mum...=.=''' swt again) he keeps on sms me....make me feel better...like i m stil someone....keke...then at nite ying sms me ask me whether wanna out tomolo....coz they finish their exam....i m DAMN HAPPY...i wanna shopping....i m in bad mood this few weeks....

ark..........................help help.... my honey plz come back...i miss u much much.....i m so sienz....although already transfered to this 'new' school quite a long time...few months...but without u i feel so sienz....T.T i do miss u....really....i feel like i m doing nothing...without u....T.T fi xuan...fast fast come back la...u go for trip make me suffering....i dun wan to sit alone....T.T how can u make a talkative person quiet all the day.... today i get back my muet paper...juz part of it...left writing skill only...back...i really wonder in the real muet test i can get band 3 or not.....i dun wan to study college...i wan to go to my dreamt uni... singapore uni...but muet need at least band 3 or 4 wil do....T.T have to catch up this holidays...=.= i decide to ponteng school tomolo...coz it is damn sienz.... n i MISS u....babe....

我越来越来越来越忍受不了我的表妹了......各位哥哥姐姐们能帮我吗?唉哟,真搞不明白现在的小孩都在想写什么.....请体谅我这个在家里排行最小的女儿,我真的管教不到我的表妹......或许有一天会被她气死....真不明白为何他那么爱反驳,我和妈说的话又不是说没有道理,而且也是为他着想,难道他就不能体会一下我们吗?哎唷......我要疯了....我真的不知道我还有什么可以做的了....只是希望他不要惹到我有一天打他就好了...是啊....我是暴力狂....=.= 救命啊..........妈妈米娅..... 最近我有了一位很喜欢的偶像哦...超可爱的......他就是鬼鬼啦....台湾的黑涩会妹妹之一...

wao....exam time...aiz....the most suffering time...aiz....=.= y teacher make question so difficult oh.....the four subject....non of one i did well.....din do enough preparation..=.= i m really sad la....all confidence gone.....this week really funny oh...many things happen....until i can write a lot i think...coz already almost 2 weeks din online....it is amazing i can stand din online....keke....actually my line got problem also la....that is y i din online lo....if not....mayb got exam i also cant control myself n online...keke... it was a scary happy n sad week that i had...kaka....scary coz ar....be4 exam....v mai study in the classroom...suddenly i saw a blackish thing....then my fren....chong she...he said so painful....oh.....yuan lai the blackish thing is yellow bee....it bites his hand....painful.....the whole thing bengkak jo tim...luckily after tat he went to hospital n had an injection...then only nothing jo....i felt so scared that time...i scare bees so so so so so so so so much......really...when i saw bees...i wil shout....nonstop......coz since when i was small, many bees like to stick on me....aiz....dunno y....they follow me oh....so cham....that is y i scare la... i felt hapy coz oh...i get tuition one month free....keke...so happy....in account tuition there was a exam....actually i also din do preparation....coz lazy la...i get a good mark in in the account paper...actually juz 2 questoins la....so happy....i was so surprise n happy...wakaka.......first time i felt so happy.....coz i know i was juz a normal n normal n normal person......super normal...but so lucky i can get such good result...really happy....^^ i was sad also...aiz.........coz ar....this final exam is damn hard....damn difficult....aiz.....T.T dunno y account teacher wanna make question so difficult...aiz....math n econ also....=.= think this time cant maintain my place in class....but nvm la...coz i really din do preparation well....that is y....nvm...all past.....anyway...must gambateh next time...work hard n relax in this long long holidays....maggie jia you...^^

yea...i am not syok...today i am not syok all the day......dunno y....when i start go to tuition i not syok...until finish the tuition...mayb hate myself wasting my holidays time....or mayb feel myself is useless......haha....i always feel myself is useless one...last time when i quarrel wif my fren...i also wil think that...wat i did wrong....wat i did make her not syok....wat should i change...is it i changed badly? or wat....coz i think i have quite low self-confidence...n sagittarius gal easy to change their mind...after listen to others....but i already try to hold my stand.....becoz i mature....aiz......i am sad...becoz i feel like i treat my fren as a good fren...but she din do so.....got many many things also din tell me...T.T i am a sensitive person also...i wil think lotz... i wil feel like..is it..u feel like i wont kepp ur secret or wat...or u feel i cant help anything? when i treat someone a good fren..or best fren...i wil always hope... she can share her happiness n sadness wif me also....this is wat i hope....i always ready to do so.....i really really hope...i am someone in my fren heart....