yea...i am not syok...today i am not syok all the day......dunno y....when i start go to tuition i not syok...until finish the tuition...mayb hate myself wasting my holidays time....or mayb feel myself is useless......haha....i always feel myself is useless one...last time when i quarrel wif my fren...i also wil think that...wat i did wrong....wat i did make her not syok....wat should i change...is it i changed badly? or wat....coz i think i have quite low self-confidence...n sagittarius gal easy to change their mind...after listen to others....but i already try to hold my stand.....becoz i mature....aiz......i am sad...becoz i feel like i treat my fren as a good fren...but she din do so.....got many many things also din tell me...T.T i am a sensitive person also...i wil think lotz... i wil feel like..is it..u feel like i wont kepp ur secret or wat...or u feel i cant help anything? when i treat someone a good fren..or best fren...i wil always hope... she can share her happiness n sadness wif me also....this is wat i hope....i always ready to do so.....i really really hope...i am someone in my fren heart....

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