ya..we quarreled again this week..we din get to chat much this week coz i was busy at night and got lots of discussion.. when i was done with my stuff, he ald gotta sleep..it was so hard for me, but i tried to control myself..not to be tempered like "da xiao jie"..however, we still ended up with quarrelling.. the reasons are super stupid..please dun laugh after reading this..He told me he wanted to watch the movie "skyfall" so much..james bones..so below was our conversation that day... Me: u wanna watch skyfall right? we watch it this week la..friday or sat night i also can.. WM: erm..no free movie ticket meh? i thought u said we will be watching paranormal activity 4 with ur bro? Me: oh..dun have paranormal activity 4 ald..all down..we r too late..and my bro watched skyfall ald..so we din watch ald..maybe wait for other movies lo.. WM: oh..ok..then watch lo.. Me: i think i have voucher for the movie ticket le..last time when i applied for debit card one..but not sure le..gotta check.. WM: oh..ok...u check..see whether can use it on friday one.. Me: ok lo..but i think it is in another cinema wor..wanna book tickets online first? friday many ppl..but i think the voucher cannot be used to book online.. WM: u check and c how first.. Me: or we just buy online..dun bother the voucher la.. WM: u check first.. Me: y must use voucher wor.. WM: i thought u said wanna save money? i got bit overspent this month.. Me: oh..ok lo..if my voucher cannot be used..then dun watch liao..save money.. WM: y everytime u wanna say so negative geh? Me: i just assume ma.. During the conversation above, i was in tv lounge..just finished online project discussion..at this time, there were a pair of couple came in and wanted to watch tv..so i decided to keep my stuff and moved back to room and only continued my conversation with WM. Me: dear..someone wanna watch tv..i keep my stuff first..later settled down i called u back.. WM: wat? u answer me first..y u wanna say till so negative.. Me: let me keep my stuff first k? others wanna watch tv..and i talk very loud here..feel weird that others listen to our conversation..i call u back later k? (it is super near, i think 5 minutes will do) WM: wat? u answer la..y must hang up oh? answer me first..y u everytime wanna say things till so negative.. Me: (maggie's mind) @#$%^&*#$%^ let me keep my stuff first k? i cant keep my stuff..i called u back..very soon.. WM: (WM's mind) #$%^&*$%^& y cannot answer? By this time, i ald left my stuff in the tv lounge...and stepped out.. Me: aiyo..y cannot le me settled down first oh.. WM: (hang up the phone) Me: (maggie's mind) WTF! So, let me conclude..basically, y do we quarrel? coz i thought he wanna watch the skyfall very much..usually he asked me for movie one..if u r my very good frenz, u should know that i seldom go cinema one...>< ya..i did say..we must save money now..therefore, i limit ourselves to go to restaurant for only once per month..usually will go food court..even if we shopping in shopping mall, we will only go food court..if not really will overspend.. but then i thought u wan to watch that movie very much, so i ask u to go lo..if dun book online, friday night movie really sold off fast.. i started to wonder..wat did i do wrong? i just made assumptions..where this is nature of me, nature of Maggie Chong..not purposely say it for qi hua or watever.. i really dunno how to change..i started to think..am i suppose to say things carefully in front of him? i thought sometime..couple is like very very best frenz...we will feel easy to say anything in front of them..coz we know each other very well...and we will understand sometime if the sentence is intended to make joke or wat..i really duno how..tats y i posted status in fb... i really feel very tired..dunno wat to do...i know he sacrifised lots for me..so do i..and it is indeed super hard for me..to adapt to the environment, being alone..having meals alone in school...no room..so i could only eat in canteen..alone..for every meal..it is tough for gal..especially for a gal who afraid of being alone and loneliness..trying hard not to blame u..not to angry u..coz u replied fb msg late..at night..think that u need time for ur own..although i need someone to talk to very much..need ur care very much..tried hard to control myself..and wait for weekends so that i could meet u.. guyz wont understand this one..forever..:(
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