LiFe...

today v go to parade to celebrate ah ming(one of my best fren gang) birthday...wao....seem like a long long time v din go out the whole gang...actually not whole gang...many else din out...T.T actually today not so good mood de....but i try to control myself....coz it is very difficult to gather our best fren all together.... wao....v date 12noon n all late...include me myself also....i 12.07 only reach la...the earliest is yunyi lo....very punctual one..sorry oh yunyi...then v go to kopitiam n have lunch while waiting for them...=.= aiz....then v go to buy ming de birthday gift...v all share...^^ hope ming will like it oh.... then v keep on lepak...many of them go home early le...so sienz....aiz....v go to cold storage to buy ice cream to eat...coz got promotion...cheaper...wao...nice....^^ that wil make me fatter...aiz... i meet my old monitor in 5S4 last time...haha...camenn....wao...with her bf....hand in hand.....so jealous...n happy also la....actually...coz she can find her true love....hope she wil xing fu oh... i am so sad....feeling my fren...treat me not that good like i was in samtet school....T.T i appreciate the frenship...i dunno wat she think....once she see me then ejek nonstop...i am so depress....n down....i stil remember v r best best fren last time....even during secondary school...she sat beside me for 4 years already....only form 2 she din sit beside me...becoz v r not the same class...the other year she also sat beside me....v go through so many problems....n und each other better...tolerate with each other to maintain our frenship....i am so sad that this frenship is farther....T.T i dun wan that....i am totally sad from my deep heart....actually i know our gang of fren wil not as fren as last time as v r different school n meet each other less...but it is too fast like wat i thought....i dun wan...think n think tears already drop... is it i change jo or wat? or i did not do good enough...sometime i feel so lonely...feel that there is no one beside me....no one support me....it is so tired n difficult to face n solve problem alone....if i did something wrong then plz tell me...i wont know..i wil try to change it if i can...plz dun leave me.....frenz....are always the second important beside family.....i hope i only think too much...our frenship din change be4....n wil last 4ever n ever...