wao...this new year realy bad la...get so few angpau...aiz..kaka...stil gotta work...so cham lo...no ppl fetch me...aiz...i mean when open school...aiz...dun allow me to drive also...aiz....i fat fat fat alot lo..aiz....eat nonstop....n do nothing.. :-( i dun wan...dun wan get fatter....
wao...long long time din online ald ya...haha...not becoz of i realy get hardworking until like tat la..juz ta my mum forget to pay streamyx fees..kaka....form 6 really is a very tough paper to study...but i dun ever ever think about giving up..kaka...i know i can do it...now ald rearranging back my time....trying to catch up back my math, account n even econ...it is damn hard...coz i think im much more left behind ald....coz lazy lo..din do d assignment n din listen to teachers when they r teaching..but anyway..form 6 i think depend on ourselves much more than depending d teachers...coz i dun think they can do much for us...or even i should say...i dun think they can help us..kaka...this is my comment for some of d teacher in acs...blekz...but i know few of them still trying hard to help us...now i stil feel relax la...but wanna get a good score in this coming monthly test...so tat...i can improve in my self confidence...n work even harder....this is wat i aim for....gambateh...everyone...n my frenz also....let us look n go forward to our dreams...^^
wao...ald almost 2 weeks i din update my blog....swt...a bit busy..n my laptop got a bit prob..so difficult to online la..swt...finally use my bro's laptop to online..wakaka...i had wasted my holidays...most of d students wil think like tat la...so as me...but actually stil ok la for me...i din waste la..coz i got work...but din study only..aiz... school start for only one week...im so worry...worry about i cant catch up the homework.....after working only i know tat it is really really so difficult to get a good job...it is so tiring n wat v earn juz a little bit...the most important thing is not tat i wil feel tired...is i wan my parents have a better life next time...they sacrifise too much for us...u know wat i feel ar..feeling so sorry for them...they r old..n wil becum older n older soon...im juz like a load on their shoulders...cant help them much...juz can c how tiring r them... but i learn to be strong..even stronger...coz i know...now it is not d time for me to regret...to blame myself or wat...trying to help out my parents...n study harder wil be d way...my bro keep on advising me to work hard...for the last year in school...if can then get full A..n can go into singapore uni n apply for scholar...it is really hard for me...(not indeed hard only)..im not as clever as my bros...n even im more lazy compare wif them... pressure,tension, stress..can make a person improve better...i hope im d one...gambateh everyone...
a lonely christmas i had this year....alone...no fren...no bf..kaka...year year also no bf one la...but last time got frenz...T.T
im sad....long long time i din cry like this already..i know wat u all think about me is STUPID...
wao...busy busy day starting from 1st of dec until now...busy till online also a while only..aiz...helping my parents le...no holidays....tuition n work only...T.T but luckily tomolo i can ponteng n go out wif frenz..kaka......long time din 'wet' with them...so cham...^^ long time din update my blog....^^ now i put my recently photo...