today my colleagues help me to organise a farewell party...im so happy...although there are not many ppl, but i really feel very happy tat they did come...feel like bit weird...since v got not much to chat now...not tat sok like last time...but it really let me rmb the sweet moment tat i had in kbox...really very happy...enjoying all the time...i miss the time being...really...mayb this is wat sook ling them last time said..the feeling leaving ipoh to other place for a long time...i really bu she de...bu she de everything here...my house, my working place, colleagues, family, frenz, and bf...many many things...but for my studies...i got no choice but to leave...dunno how will i change after i go to singapore...mayb the ppl there or the environment thr will change my opinions now..i dunno...i juz know tat i will have a super busy life...but enjoying as well..I MISS YOU IPOH AND MY FELLOW FRENZ...T.T
recently din work...so sienz staying at home...watching tv, online, check fb, chat in msn...eat sleep...and nothing else...only 2 weeks left to go to sg... i stil have stuff haven gao dim...really very fan...need to go to ocbc bank wif my dad,got to bring the handbook of uni, our ic and passport...the most important...is university admission letter...but now only i discover i dun have it..omg....now wanna ask uni to send it to me...but i think it take times...i really scare i cant complete it by time...then i zau sei lo...no loan....no money...omg...
今天的我,最后一天在kbox做工..因为,为了钱,所以打算提早辞职..朋友介绍我去jusco的watson做brands的promoter...工钱比较高,虽然真的觉得很对不起我的同事们,但还是做了酱的决定..因为,真的不够钱..想要存很多很多的钱...本来,觉得没什么感觉..但,在我真的即将离开那个地方时,回想一下,在那接近七月半的日子,真的过得蛮开心的..认识了好多好多朋友..也是在那,认识了阿城..开始了不再是单身的日子..我永远都不会忘记...我在那的日子.. T.T
每当我听到这一首歌,我就会想起戏里的情节..给予我力量往前冲...追求自己的梦想..
我要变得更坚强...我要变得更独立... 在没有人能帮你或没有人肯帮你的情况下, 就只能靠自己的力量... 我,张美琪, 绝对不能被人看低... 等着瞧吧...新加坡...
the days left to NTU are going off..so fast........so soon im leaving IPOH...and got to get myself into the new environment full wif stress,pressure and many kinds of different ppl...im so worrying....about tat....i thought i was relieved since i got someone i know going to NTU wif me...long time frenz...but...now i discover tat...she not so syok wif me...like the questions i asked...troubling her...she feel like not so hapy wif tat...im a sensitive ppl...so sure i know...really so disappointed...but no choice...so i will try not to ask help from her...if i can...be an independent gal...