i worked at kbox almost a month lo...time passed so fast....i really scare the day taking result lo...my frenz said 10th of mac wo...wah....juz left less than 2 months...scare....but also got nothing to do la... quite enjoy working at kbox geh..although sometime really quite sienz la...coz not many ppl..but will chat lo...n play around...today the fan kar wai one of the staff la.....'interview' me..kaka...ask me about the characteristic of guy tat i like... swt..last time they said me n ah voon...now wo...franky tim..swt...ask me to think think ha him... i told them my ideal guy is taller than me...fat or thin also nvm...muscular or non muscular also can...i wan humourous geh...like tat only happy always....coz i like to laugh...i wan those who really can give me an quan gan...make me feel tat he really love me... n i dun like those who is too 'teh'....if more teh than me zau cham...so geli....will make me feel tat im very man...im trying to be more girlish de la....trying to teh ppl more...but got to depend treating who geh...like my best fren gang...i always teh them de..kaka.... in conclusion it is nice working la...although this month really low salary...but happy enuf lo...juz scare will be charged offence...coz today manager said if v din clean the room properly in the morning...everyone will be given offence..OMG...rm 5 le...then my salary left mayb rm 10 only...too bad...T.T
last few days i vomit nonstop...really cham indeed....long time din vomit like tat jo....finally my dad force me to c doctor...actually nothing jo geh...but also get some medicine to eat lo...so sienz oh...yer...i really wana keep fit jo....realise myself becuming fatter n fatter....cny is coming...i dun wan myself so fat la...i wanna wear many many leng clothes....T.T who can tell me to the healthy ways to keep fit except exercising...kaka....lazy...they say me baby fat oh...actually is not baby fat lo...is fat...T.T...i dun wan...the word 'thin' seem like farther n farther from me jo...so sad...
today is school reopen day........wao.....really less ppl lo......so sienz.....juz me n franky as csa for the noon shift...so funny when i transfer the sofa from R19 to R26...coz i din hold the sofa well n it fell down on franky's foot..kaka...not purposely geh i swear...then after tat v have our dinner at Station 1..wao...it is so nice..the atmosphere is so nice lo...suitable for frenz n couples...aiyo...the sui tick...order for songs...n write ps:- maggie chong...then the singer called my name oh..so fish...called many times tim....fish sei me lo...but really quite jealous wif the singers there...at least they can do something they like as part of their job...dunno next time i will work as wat i like or not le...no one wil know now..the gal voice not bad la...but not so special lo...the chicken chop there is nice although quite expensive..kaka...next time i get jo salary wana bring my family for dinnering there...^^
today quite tired...n bit bit not feeling well..feel like the floor is moving when i work...yarning nonstop...until tears come out...kaka...they thought i cry....sienz oh...school reopen...less ppl sing k jo...aiz..tat means few salary jo...but more free la...n more sienz la.... then at nitez i sing wif my collegues lo...kaka...not syok enuf lo..many songs i haven sing dou..kaka...but nvm...loi yat fong cheong..kaka....sure got chance more to sing geh...^^ consider a nice day geh..coz my off day is coming soon...kaka...can go out play jo.. i love singing more n more i discover...^^ but quite sienz tat sing lai sing qu also the same type of songs..hope can try different types geh...gambateh..^^ 70 something days more to get my STPM result...scare scare...good luck everyone
我不知道他们会怎样想我。。。幼稚？花心？无聊？其实我蛮在乎的，可是有用吗？没有。。脑是别人的，嘴是别人的。。要怎么想我，也由不得我去控制。。。只希望我的好友相信我，只希望我在乎的人明白我。。。其他的人，他们要怎么去想我就随便他们吧。。。反正，在他们眼里我本来就是一个花心的人。。。累了。。我不喜欢被人误会。。倒不如说，我很讨厌吧。。。可是在酱的状况里，我也没得选了。。或许我该开心吧，至少我会变成别人的话题，至少别人记得有我这个人。。真是勉强得很。。。请不要拆穿我。。我已尽量地让我自己好过点。。至少心没那么疼。。没那么痛。。。出现在心上的裂痕，就算再怎么修补。。也会留下痕迹。。。很想很想这段时间快点过。。。我想要忘了一切。。。
wah.......today happened quite many things....i juz wonder y youngsters now so dare..making love in those public places...how dare...the gal is only 17 years old tim...can complain the guy raping tim...aiz....now wonder la...at first i wonder y the guy so leng chai will love the gal...coz the gal got quite many pimples on her face...in my heart...i think must be the gal is very nice...so the guy like him...but now i change my mind...i tink is the gal rela to make love wif him...so he stay wif her ba...aiz..........wat is the world now? y it is like tat? i dun und....i think it is more n more difficult to find a virgin...gal should appreciate their body more...it is not worth giving to those ppl who do not love u truely...the best is giving the first to their husband...or after they get job or mature...knowing wat r they doing...they r too young now...i think they will regret next time...juz wonder y the guy so sui...at least rent a hotel room la...aiz...no ppl wil c it...no ppl will disturb either...stupid youngsters..
today so funny..i went pasar malam wif ah ming....kaka...actualy decide to go ah foo house geh.. but ho...think ga wil reach her house quite late geh..so din go jo...coz i made cookies...then i asked ah ming to go pasar malam wif me lo..keke...so tat i can give him the cookies...so funy la him...like a child..but quite cute la...wanna cubit him geh..but my hands dirty...let him cubit dou me tim...sei zai...then v walk n eat n chat...till 10 sumthing lo.......he is cute....if i got a didi like tat also quite nice oh...^^ the most important thing is he fetch me to my aunt house..wif his motor...so scary...i got a long long time din take motor...quite relax riding motor at nitez...but really scare lo...the sui ah ming yau ride ha break ha...scare me...^^ but finally is safe de la...kaka...^^ nice date indeed..