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aiz...feel bad..not tat being scolded by manager today..but feeling like not worth working so tired for juz a bit salary.....too bad....yea...im greedy....who is not greedy geh....aiz........seeing my fren work not so xin ku but can get much higher salary...my mum ask me to work in singapore.....aiz....wat to do....work la.....swt...

today is another tiring day...i dun mind to work...tired also nvm..foot n legs n hands painful also nvm..at first i was quite happy today..coz i met cheeying sinyee ymun tat gang then meet sookling chuan jie them...n today i can take 4 jugs le..the other hands take a pan wif empty glasses le..although it seem like quite dangerous when i take..but finally i success..im happy geh...aiz...but then i was scolded by my manager..susan..T.T so sad..it is not fair...she said im talking nonstop at the reception there...wif ah tick n other collegues..im not syok..coz tat time realy dun have ppl...n somehow im learning sumthing from them..asking them some ques concerning kbox..like the prices or wat..then y manager said i talk nonstop...she herself also talk nonstop..the other ppl also talk nonstop... she said i should go to take drinks while other collegues r taking customers into rooms...im not hapy...i realy got do tat...everytime i wait at reception there n c dou customers..i din talk ald..i c how they serve n explain to the customers..then when they take customers to rooms..i wil walk straight to bar there ald..T.T y she stil say me..im sad.. it is indeed hard work...if the salary is low..realy dunno how lo me.. today got a guai beh beh...guai ah pak...i think 30 something years old ba..so stupid..ask me lots things...ask me my name..age...live where...who fetch home..got bf or not..n study or work geh..n lots lots..then tell me his name..n shake hands me wo..n his fren..gal de also..swt...but when billing so stingy..only rm0.30..plz la...aiyo..i thought he wil drop RM10 tim..aiz..obviously im not attractive enuf..aiz........realy got to keep fit jo...wasting my time chatting wif him...stil let him touch dou my hand tim..wanna use dettol jo..yer...bad day..

today is the first day i work in kbox...tiring indeed..my foot is so painful..n my legs so sour..my hands lap the table lap dou sour...today is indeed a busy day..quite regret starting my work in such a busy day..make me so suffer... today indeed funny le..i dunno how to take so many drinks at the same time...the drinks almost fell down in front of the customers..my action frighten the customers...kaka....sorry indeed..forgive me for the 1st day work..today i learnt many technique of taking drinks..serving drinks...cleaning room..rearranging the mic wire..many n many.....thanks for my collegues who teach me lots..happy tat i get to sing k for free...although not long time..mayb at most half an hour..but at least i think it is a chance for me to train my voice...kaka... i wonder y ppl work in kbox also quite weird..i mean guyz..speak something also too polite de..weird... a sissy guy tell me tat im very man..swt..strange indeed..i should feel happy or sad? i dunno..kaka..hope i can bear wif the work la..but now really feel tired indeed..dunno tml can get up or not......for MONEY i got to sacrifice..realy have to do it.....GAMBATEH maggie chong....

yesterday is really a crashing day....in the morning i crashed wif a motor when i fetch my bro to work...aiz...super kong bu...i know it is my fault..it is so dangerous but luckily the rider din get hurt...a malay gal i think...she rode away after i crashed her motor...i think she is ok... then after when i come back..i almost crashed wif a lorry or van...this time is his wrong...din c properly then wanna turn to the left...frighten me...i hone nonstop..luckily din crash dou....... after tat at nitez when i wanna fetch my cousin from tuition...i crashed my house ge vase ar...sei mou....mayb too nervous n rushing coz i was a bit late...aiz...my parents come back sure scold sei me...T.T indeed a crashing day...

finally i finished my exam...this sentence i wan to say long time ago...but busy for my trip n date...aiz....suddenly miss my form 6 studying days so much...although i always ponteng....but i stil miss them....at first...i realy feel quite lonely in acs...in 6AA...coz i dun have much fren...coz i always stick to hui xuan...dun have much chance to get know others...but...finally i get know many frenz in my class...im so happy...^^ now really feel very sad to separate wif them...coz dunno when can v get together again...i miss them lots... at last...i hope my stpm result wil cum out wif good news....aiz....not so confident...since i din do preparation well...but stil hope i can get into de uni tat i wan...^^

i baked some biscuits last week....wao...it is indeed a long time i din bake biscuits le....since form 4 or form 5 ba...stil consider nice de but bit too sweet lo...akaka.....i decide to make again today coz this friday im going to johor to attend my bro graduation party....many relatives in johor...long time no c so decide to make some for my beloved cousins lo....n my dear dear chee ying haven eat dou my biscuits also...so make for her as well...kaka....so lazy la actually....hope they will appreciate it lo...although not so nice but also must finish it...kaka....so sui la me... trial is coming lo...but i stil dun have de excited force to push me forward...dunno y....no mood to study ba...feeling time is not enuf for me to prepare 4 sub...although last time spm i had to prepare for 12 subjects...but dunno y now juz prepare for 4 subjects i also not enuf time lo....do maths then cant do account...do account then cant read economy....read economy then cant study pa....study pa then cant do maths.....so confusing....hope finaly i can find a way to prepare my exam well....n hope i can get into uni that i wan.....either NTU in singapore or USM in penang ba....hope i can get in lo...if not...i think i cant study the course i wan...T.T then i wil be very upset n disapointed lo....hope everyone gambateh lo....^^