actually sometime i will ask myself...y i put so many efforts on my blogging..=.=''' mayb juz myself reading it rite...but...i feel like...blogging really can let me release my tension,stress,n even anger...sadness...i und my fren more through her blog...so i hope other can und me more through my blog also...it is a rite thing.. i ponteng school again today...coz i really feel so sienz stay at school...the class....sienz until i can asleep...i always have the feeling...lonely in the crowd...n i dunno y....i tried to find out...but...i get nothing...mayb mature already..n think too much..always make myself so sad n angry without reason...stupid rite? getting lazier n lazier...wonder y like this...i lost the power...i lost the spirit....i lost the relationship...swt....sienz na...i wil fak mou if continue like this....HELP ME>>>!!!!
wao...lots day din update already...swt....sorry nia fren...coz i m tiring editing my blogskin...spent me lotz time coz i m a com idiot...really...swt....hope u all like it...^^ give some comments ya...
today i wonder y i becum a failure i myself also din realise it...really one...i m damn sad...wif my result...today...although all my sub pass...but this is not only wat i expect...i hope i can get better than all this...but i already quite satisfy wif my account mark...as this time i really dunno how to do....but stil can get 48...consider enuf already...=.= i get know one of the guy...get damn high mark for his math...swt.....=.=''' then only i wonder...how bad n lousy i m...last time in form 4 n 5 also din like this...now only i know i already getting lazy n more lazy....really have to take action to improve my account,math, pa n econ as well...aiz.... if next year this time only i regret i think everything is fate...but now...all the result r controlled on my own hand...jia you...maggie...dun keep on working n playing in this long holidays... WORK HARD STUDY HARD BEAT THE BEST N BE THE BEST...^^
i went to tesco xtra today...wao.........very very big...no wonder is biggest tesco in m'sia....walk until my legs also tired....wheeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyy.....nite i went to a big big restaurant to have...wif relatives n dad frenz....then...i was forced to sing k in my dad frenz house...in front of 10++ ppl...=.= shy nia....after go home n chat wif ying n frenz....finally all solved la....consider la...i cried again nia...too happy...n touch....ying said wil try to discuss wif ling...n solved...i hope so...really get it...i really aprreciate it one...I LOVE U ALL.......MUAX MUAX MUAX...^^
说到父母，不知道是不是人大了接触的人多了，总觉得许多朋友与他们的父母感情都不是很好，就比如说他们不会一起吃饭，不会一起出街，家不像一个家，就有如我们写国语作文时常会用到的，家很像只是一个用来睡觉的地方，一点感情都没有。。。 很多人更因此而不爱回家，喜欢到处逛街，宁愿花多点时间陪朋友都不爱回家。。。其实父母应该为此检讨检讨。。。许多父母用错了方式来爱儿女。。。他们以为只要严训地教儿女，一旦儿女犯了错，他们就只会严厉地责骂以及处罚他门。。。而儿女做对了事，并没有给于适当赞赏或者鼓励。。人都是一样的，总希望被别人认同，被人觉得自己做的事是对的。。但许多父母却很吝啬，不肯赞赏子女。。。 今天，我看到了我二哥的博客，觉得他说得很有道理。。我的父母与别人的不同，他们很为子女牺牲，他们永远把子女放第一，他们永远疼爱子女多过疼爱他们自己。。只要对子女前途有帮助的，无论花多少钱，他们都不在乎，为的只是子女。。。 还记得今年年头的我很不听话，很叛逆，常做出一些令爸妈担心以及伤心的事，还令到妈妈她哭了，我真的很后悔，为什么当时的我那么忍心做出令我妈伤心的事呢？当时的我，在当兵时，我们常上弟子规的课，每次老师说故事都令我感动得落泪，父母重视处处为我们着想，我时常都很庆幸为什么自己那么幸福呢？不用为金钱而烦恼，吃好穿好读好，身为一名学生的我，只需要做好我的本分，读好书，考好成绩就好了，其他的都留给父母来做来解决。。。。 我非常非常相信，凡事都有因果，我相信自己今世能够那么幸福，一定是前世的我做了很多好事。。。虽然我的家庭并不是很富有，但绝对是充满的爱爱爱。。。。我真的觉得自己非常幸福，虽然最近和朋友之间除了些问题，但我知道他们还是很像以前那样很爱对方，只是环境上的改变大家都还没能适应。。。我有一个很爱我的家，很爱我的一帮朋友，还有哥哥呢。。。。。 希望大家都能像我一样幸福。。。乘着还有时间，赶快做出改变吧，令你身边的人都感受得到幸福。。。。
wao...it is a nice party..that i nvr had be4....so funny...coz they r lots funny ppl...talk funny things...until i laugh alot...keke...nonstop...wakaka...especially fishead n chuan....make me laugh nonstop.... although already transfer school but stil hapy can gather wif them...but not so fren lo....got a big gap tim...but stil happy la....so weird oh...nanas gor gor wil burn chicken wings n hotdog tim....i thought he said very hot....he juz burn n burn...eat few only...scare getting sick gua... n whee ching...miss her lots....so hapy to c her.....T.T she is my best fren in sam tet class....i feel she is so pity..coz i think v wil get better tim..if i din transfer school....nanas nam n seng stil dance tim...so gao xiu....funny nia......... in conclusion it is a nice party....n thx asking me go oh....thx nanas gor gor fetch me also....keke....^^