wao.....it is a wonderful day...coz today our whole gang members wil go out...juz like a farewell for 2 of the gang members....ah pan n ah zhu.....they r going to russia soon le.......T.T i think all of us wil miss them lots.....one year later only can meet le....i stil got make up a bit bit le....=.= kaka......... i met ng wai hong le...=.= eye blind jo...cant him although he is juz nearby...then all of us walk here walk there...dunno go where also while waiting for other to come....then finally v went kopitiam lo...chatting n chatting....nonstop lo......stupid stupid.....kaka.... then chat chat chat n saw my classmate...whee ching...so miss her....before transfer school to acs....in sam tet class...she is my best fren....T.T long time din c her...everytime i back to sam tet also din c her de...she seem like quite busy...so miss her.....T.T sobz............then later i saw my classmate all pass by( i mean sam tet classmate).....n gor gor also...^^ i waved my hands....but gor gor seem like see me but like din see me...=.= kaka...... then v took lot lot photoz...n chat nonstop....n v walk walk.....long time din feel like this....really....although now actually many of us got our own life...but v stil can gather like this...really happy.....xing fu indeed....^^ then after that v went to eat steamboat...but juz part of us...coz some r not free...v really stupid la.........chat nonstop...no matter wat thing....u can know how 8 gals r...kaka...ji ji za za....then v ate from 6pm to 10.30 le...geng le...kaka...actually most of the time v also chat la....keke.......really a nice day...indeed....hope v can gather like this again n again in the future....fren 4ever....^^

aiz...exam is coming lo....13rd of oct wil be the exam day....so cham....that day econ teacher had juz finished teaching all lower six syllabus as wat he said....@.@ so fast.....=.= 8 chapter i think....wanna faint already....how to do revision oh...so many.....juz left only 3 weeks....stil got pa, account, math n muet le............T.T so sienz oh....study day....aiz....getting more n more sienz....nothing to do....feeling sleepy all the days.....start to confuse wat 4 i go to school....coz i din even listen to wat teacher said....n taught....=.= i am a good student....k?? juz that i feel wat they teach is damn boring....=.= suddenly very miss my fren......really....always remind the memory that v had last time.......it is so nice....n sweet....study in the same school....same class somehow with ying sing....n go canteen together....library together...tuition together....wet together....T.T aiyoyo...dun keep on saying i am fat la....=.= i know la......my bones r big....n fat too much la......=.= getting more n more fatter....aiz.......really have to keep fit already.....sei sui yer....dun keep on ejek me n laughing at me again n again.....=.= one day i lose weight then u know!!!!! kaka.........but dunno when the day comes oh...kekez....

my old primary school classmate invite me to go to her house...juz like a small party....erm......around 10 ppl gua...haha......so stupid oh....v play candles....long time din play jo...no ppl pui me play...last time very enjoy playing...but after all my bro went to study...then less play already...got many frenz over there.....choon seng, yin shin, michelle, wei de, diji, khim wui, paul leong, kar kar....n a few acs student which i dunno their names but i saw them be4 in school...hehe....khim wui our MONITOR drink so much beer la.....no good la....i have not enough age to drink even...kaka................ v play candles n those children....wei de so sui la..keep on ejek me n the choon seng also..my name is maggie la... not maggie Q....i am not maggie Q maid either....haha...so enjoy oh....like long time din go to such party jo....but stil not that fren with them....if not i wil play until very crazy de..kaka..^^ no matter how....it is a nice day consider.^^

wao...it is really a boring day...=.= feeling that my form six life is getting more n more sienz....although getting quite good result in this monthly test, but actually i din listen to teachers in school during the lessons actually...plz believe me...it is real....coz dunno when begin...i dun like to listen to school teachers since form 4 i think...too rely on tuition teachers....wah...the account teacher crazy already...juz that all of us dunno wat the question that he asked us last friday...then he already stopped teaching us...from that day until now...=.= talking about all the nonsense....how to make students answer teachers questions izzit? =.= then v all r in multimedia room...shit.....(plz forgive me of writing such a rude word)....those naughty students keep on knocking the door n even open the door....he gets mad already....finally he kicks the door...=.= he kicks damn hard with his strong leg...wao...if i got bring hp mayb i wil ready to call ambulance already...so scare those students outside wil get hurt by his strong kick...luckily nothing happen...if not he wil be killer...hahax.....dangerous man... after that during tuition...i am damn sad...i thought my fren say wanna sit with others during extra class at night...but then....she did that during tuition in the afternoon also...i am damn sad....she said she told me...=.= actually i wonder which is the real reason she wanna sit over there...aiz....only she herself know it.....aiz.......but at the end luckily chee ying cheer me up but talking those cold cold joke to me....^^ haha.....tired...

today when i wake up..i am shock...it is a scary dream.....i dream that i kill someone....n kill 2 person le...really indeed scary...frightening....i forget y i wanna kill them already...after i kill them i am so regret...my mum ask me to run away with her....if not...later police investigate then i sure being caught...in the way v run away...i feel so sad....n lastly i decided to surrender in the police station....coz i dun wan bring any problem to my family or my mum...i am so sad.....so sad..... then i am waken up by my cousin jo.... aiyo...last time already dreamt something like that....so scary...really scare one day wil happen le...so stupid le..haha....sienz day...

A sometime....i feel that wana be a ppl is really so difficult...or even say...or even say that wanna be a good ppl is much more difficult....my fren say i am stupid...she said...i am too good a ppl....other wil always 'make use' of me.....actually i know all this....juz that...i act lo...coz mayb like wat my fren say...i am stupid...sometime i know that ppl wanna take some advantage from me....but i still let them do so...stupid is it? sometime i feel that...actually fren helps each other ma...but...some of them only expect to take from u..n not decide to share their with u...i really hate that...really hate that...i think no one wil like that....but i am the stupid one who stil let other do it....not becoz i duno that...but is becoz i choose to let them do so....fren...=.= wat i did is rite or wrong? last time i was stupid...n pure until that i feel that...if i treat someone good....no matter how he or she treat me at first...but finally becoz of my action...i believe he or she wil be influenced by me....then treat me as fren n treat me good....but all these r wrong...wrong...wrong...stupid.....there r always some ppl who r so stubborn...they wont change their mind..although u treat her or him how good....=.= i really wonder wat should i do....continue to be a good ppl...?? continue being take advantage from others? or learn to be cleverer....n take some action to those ppl?? =.= HELP ME...

wao....firstly is bad mood lo....monday got a muet aural again lo....haiz....v discuss about it again...so sienz oh...then oh....my fren told me that someone lost my tuition math book...T.T wao......many many many exercises de ar....have to copy it again really need many many effort oh...n got many notes....i did it very hard de...so sad...but then fi xuan got tam(pujuk) me back de...but stil in bad mood.... then oh...today got blood donation activities...i am not decided to donate lo...coz i scare de.....haha....then oh...the sui sifu mai asking us whether r v going to donate...my fren fi xuan she is underweight la...so cant donate.( at least 45kg)...then i ask sifu lo..how heavy only can donate wo..the sui sifu reply me...'u sure can donate la...u r even heavier than me'....sei sui chai ar...i am not borned for u to ejek de le...=.= dun even wan to choi him during recess time in canteen....hate him.... then oh....v take bus n go back to sam tet....=.= luckily my fren fi xuan saw another of my fren...ying sing them...if not then cham...coz they change their classroom for spm trial la....almost cant find them...then...after that my fren n i go to find f2 de classroom lo...aiyo....they change jo their timetable also no one tell me..=.= cant go in also coz got teacher is teaching..haha....then mai wait at the coridor there.....wait n wait...my fren said...heh...ur gor gor is walking le...my BIG eyes cant search le....finally when i saw him....already quite near jo..haha....walk like cake ha cake ha....really have to eat more lo...ur bag really got so heavy meh? =.= like got gold inside...haha...juz joke la by saying u like a apek..hehe... after that i had my lunch with my fren in the school canteen, then i saw gor gor lo...actually din notice him also de at first...my fren tell me de...coz ar...i am such blur blur de la..hehe..so surprise when i get my souvenir from him...@.@ coz it is so big oh...i thought it is juz like key chain de size or wat...=.= i get the drawing from him also...my gor gor...wao...so surprise also...so geng la...it look like same le....the cartoon..hehe...n very cute oh...thankz thankz...gor gor treat me too good la...so touch tim...wanna cry jo...hehe...so shy talking with him oh...n nervous...coz he is nervous also...haha...but stil ok de.... after that i pui my fren go to their bowling club meeting n buy gift for our best fren ah kang lo....her birthday is coming...hope she wil like the gift lo....difficult to choose a gift....hahax.....then go back to st again after that...chatting with frenz.....long time din chat la...i think i thought too much last time...my fren stil treat me good le...i am so happy....i thought after transfering school our frenship wil be farther farther...of course there wil be a gap la...but smal la...haha......so happy....mood better....got gift receive le..sure happy ga...all my fren envy me le gor gor...hehe...blekz.....thankz lot lot my frenz n gor...