heart is painful. really a loser i am. wrote a letter to wai ming during his birthday and our 999 days anniversary. told him everything about what i think about our relationship. thought indirectly let him know that i wish him to pay some efforts in maintaining our relationship.
i dun mind travelling far to meet him up. but i really miss him. but the day when i told him in a "casual" way, said that i felt that our dating dismissed earlier and earlier. His face suddenly turned black. scary. speechless, dun wan to say anything. this is just my opinion. girls are sensitive. I feel that he has no mood/heart to maintain our relationship. he prefers to sleep at home, enjoy his dota, watch drama and video alone more than dating with me. I und that guys need their own time more than girls do.
i do give him much space. now i didn't call him frequently..coz even if i am to call, he might not be picking up. i just wish that i can have more time from him to maintain our relationship. maybe after few years of dating this is very common ba..i think i have to set a limit for myself, not to sacrifice for too much and at the end..i am the only who suffer..
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