Sometime i just need some authority, some power to make decision..am i request for too much? i dunno wat happen to him...is it work stress, pressure or watever...but he shouldnt have release that to me right..im confused..i thought our relationship is becoming more and more stable since the very very very difficult obstacles..we are now solving it slowly already..was happy that you called me..as if u know that i miss u, as if u know that im looking at the phone waiting for ur call..however, i really dunno wat u wan...i und that u dun wan me to wait for u after ur work..coz u dunno when r u dismissing..when i said wanna pass ck cny biscuit..coz i put my stuff in his room..then u said y i din give u? where actually the fact is that i gave u a tin..and u finish it within one week..and finally i made up my mind, say that i give u the biscuit...and i help ck to sweep the floor of his room as a action to thank him..then u disallow..i really dunno wat do u wan...i dun dare to say that u r jealous..u r not happy that i treat him in that way...afraid that u will be angry and keep saying that u din jealous at all..maybe jealous is a shameful thing for u...but yet u have that kind of feeling, i assume...then i wan to stand at the corridor and chat with u via viber...what did i do wrongly? just that i dislike someone else listen to our conversation, knowing that wat am i talking to u...tats all..so i choose to talk at the corridor..y do u wan to force me to go back to room and lying on the bed? i dun und...when i refuse...u keep saying, keep repeating..i dun und! on the other way, if i do so to u, i know what will u do...will definitely show me ur not syok, not happy and angry...not that i wan to compare, i know that diff ppl have diff limitation and attitude behaviors..i just wan u to know that...u dislike ppl to do that to u, then y do u treat other like that? i just hope to get more respect from u...对不起，我不是一个小女人...
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