sometime i really wonder how old m i....already 20 obviously n honestly telling...but i dun feel like im 20? not saying tat im still young looking or wat...juz tat feeling tat my parents still control me quite strict.....can u imagine...20 years old gal...going out for dinner...also being ngam? not saying tat disallow me to go...but murmuring me tat y m i going out nonstop...n say me after working i turn to be wild...swt........this week...i went to have dinner wif collegues...coz v hit target...then after tat v sang k at jusco...then the other day...i ate bak kut teh wif my collegues...the other day juz went macD wif them for chit chatting...will i be too over??? all this happen within 2 weeks ba....swt......everyday i back be4 12am...n is my parents fetch me back geh...swt..... i really wonder....im not going to some places tat r not good...like clubbing...or wat....juz going out to yum cha.....n singing...20 year old...many ppl already start working permenant job...many ppl already build up their mature thinking mind......mayb my parents care of me...mayb recently got many crimes...but i really feel tat i lost my freedom sometime... last time...be4 cny...i said i wan to go kl wif collegues...my dad said cannot...becoz there r many cars...dangerous...ok...i say nothing...din beg him let me go or wat....becoz i think wat he told was reasonable...so i accept...but then...he told my mum tat...i always wan to go out n this n tat...n said i wan to go kl as well....SWEAT...plz...im asking permission only...when he disallow me...im ok already...even me...i din keep in my heart...but he said i like to go out n this n tat...so dissapointed... this time my collegues r going to genting...i din even ask them...becoz i know they most probably wun allow...useless asking for their permission...later they will only say tat i like to go here n there....n said i like to hanging out wif collegues or wat...aiz...when can i get back my freedom???
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